I need money

I got a job. I might have a second job. This is good. More money for school. I need more money for school.

audition

I have gone on bunches of auditions since graduation, and of course I have yet to get a job. Well, tonight I went on an audition and it felt great! I was really happy with it. Regardless of if I get the part I am still proud of myself for having such a good audition.

I've started looking at grad schools. I decided that since there are under 75 that I know of that offer acting or musical theatre as a MFA I am going to research all of them. Yep. So I bought a map and some push pins and mapped them all out. I need something to keep busy. Well after mapping everything out I know where I am going to go as far as regions are concerned. West coast or New England. I have my number one school, now I am just going to look into it more. It's EXPENSIVE. but hell, I want to do this, so I am going to do this. Enough Said.

Well...

I think I need therapy.

Life

I want a new life. That's all I want. I miss him. I want a job. I want a new life. My own place. Somewhere new. A theatre gig. A chance at happiness. I second chance with the love of my life. Something new. An adventure. Clear skin. To lose some weight. To smile without thinking of how I really feel. A new life.