one month

it's been a month since I talked to him, since he broke my heart. It doesn't feel any better, and I wish it did. I can't talk to him, write him, or see him so I don't know how he is doing. I have been running around auditioning trying to keep my mind off of him, but it's just not working. It's like no matter what I do, it revolves around him. WHY DO I LOVE HIM STILL?

I just wish I could stop. But I can't. Sometimes you can't stop loving someone even if you had to let them go.