depressed

to start on a happy note, I had an audition yesterday, and it went really well. I mightend up moving.

today I have been a wreck. I don't know what it is, but i just hurt. It feels like there is a hole in the middle of my chest. I just want to drive out and see him. I've been trying to think of excuses to go out and see him, but I have none. I just dont know what to do. Maybe I should talk to someone about it, but who? I just want my best friend back. I've said it before, and I don't know how I am going to recover from this one.

I'm so lonely. Most of my friends have a signifigant other, and whenever we go out I am always the "third or fifth wheel." I just want to cry.